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My life is over

Sun Jul 12, 2009, 3:08 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
My boyfriend david (raindesigner) has left me and thinks we are better off as friends.

Now i am only half a person and wished to have woken up from this nightmare but now i have its not a happy ending i wish to never wake up again

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~moonfeather Jul 12, 2009, 3:29:39 AM
Sweetheart, it is not the end, but the begining of a better something else aroud the corner. Stay strong :heart:

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~Did you ever stop to notice, this crying earth, it's weeping shores?~ -mjj
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Mood: Sympathy ~PolarStar Jul 12, 2009, 3:37:07 AM
Oh dear!!! :( That's so sad! But don't worry, I'm sure you will find another one! :thanks: Be strong!
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~AngelForAdoption Jul 12, 2009, 5:23:58 AM
I dont want another one i want my davie but hes made is mind up and now so have i

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~AngelForAdoption Jul 12, 2009, 5:24:18 AM
it will be the end tonight

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~moonfeather Jul 12, 2009, 5:30:02 AM
Please dont do anything drastic hun ok? :heart:

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~Did you ever stop to notice, this crying earth, it's weeping shores?~ -mjj
HARPG: WindDrinker ClearWater stables [link]
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*Shikokun Jul 12, 2009, 10:35:31 AM
Sarah dpn't you dare do anything to hurt yourself, you are very young and worth more than a relationship, now i know it is hard you two have been extremely close for a very long time and there is no point me really saying much because it is very fresh and nothing i or anyone could say will make a difference. But think about a new start in september and new friendships and closer friendships. Im sorry hun.

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~AngelForAdoption Jul 12, 2009, 1:22:48 PM
He has someone else now im so upset on how quickly he can let go after 4yrs.
and just turn off his love
I do want to be dead right now i want to die
theres no one eles for me and never will be.

ill either die or go lez but theres no pain when ur dead

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~AngelForAdoption Jul 12, 2009, 1:24:25 PM
My lifes not worth living for anything now even my horse course

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*Shikokun Jul 12, 2009, 1:40:46 PM
i hope you don't think i am intrusive, when did it happen, did it happen today hun,

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私は国際的に有名なアム
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~AngelForAdoption Jul 12, 2009, 2:17:42 PM
no its been about a week now but today he made it clear he wont be changing his mind bout taking me back. so ive been crying all day i have a headache my eyes are puffy. Its because i STUPIDLY cheated on him b4 xmas and told him and its been eating at him ever since so he decided to call it a day but said he needs time to think and might take me back in a while. so i got my hopes up and then found out he has been seeing this "friend" while we were going out so now i think ive lost him to her but his sis didnt know bout her so hes not quite over me yet enough to be introducing her anyway.

But my life is over and i am scared to face the future alone and i wish i was dead

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